Nostalgi

I hate mondays. And, yesterday I found out that I hate sundays too, because then you know that when you wake up the next time it's time to go to work.... Weekends are too short...

I feel exhausted today, that might have something to do with me and Mattias staying up late watching "Eurotrip" until 23.15... And then we didn't fell asleep right away.... You know... But that was necessary with all the tensions we had this weekend, and every other weekend....

Linda, Sonny and Kevin came over saturday. Kevin is such a cute baby, I want him so badly. But not when he's screaming like a lunatic. He's so funny, my kittens (they will always be kittens to me) found him intresting but scary, and he crawled aroud chasing them and laughing all the time. 

I'm so tired....

Puss och kram

Estoy aburrido, ha ha.

Hace frió aqui en la officina, y yo no tengo mucho para hacer. Estoy cansada, y quiero ir a casa. Voy a montar dos estantieras de libros que he compro en IKEA. He compro tres pero he montado una ya. Quiero escribir mas en español, pero no recordar mucho...

Tengo que ir ahora, pero...

Hasta pronto!

I have no idea what I'm trying to accompish... Or why I'm even trying... But trying to write a book is a way to let my imgaination  flow. And I have to think really hard about everything I write so that no one ends up saying: "I've read this before, in another book." But with the large amount of books I've read it's kind of hard. At least for me.

Today I'm so tired. I wonder why I bothered to get up, I woke up with a pain in my stomach and thought it would disapear. It did, but instead I got really sick when I was on the bus, and I had to breath with my nose and keep my mouth shut. I still feel sick...

The first day after a weekend are always the worst one. I had no strenghts to get up at all... None... So I have no idea how I finally got out of bed. And then I got car sick on the bus. And eating a carrot didn't help much either. 

I hate mondays!  

HA HA HA HA HA HA! My eyebrows!! I still can't get them to come down!

I was watching this TV show called "Dirty jobs" on Discovery and he was learning how to make a concrete floor (again, but this time dirtier than last time) on a gas station that was going to look like a old italian village... And Mike was talking to a guy who said he had a back-surgery three months ago because of the hard work with the concrete... And ofcourse he wanted to see the scar from the surgery, so this guy turned around and pulled up his shirt and showed him..... a THONG!!!!!

I laughed so hard, and I was still laughing when the truth came out and that was that he had lost a bet, so he had to wear a thong. I don't know for how long but he didn't seem to mind showing it on television.. ha ha ha

And now he's cleaning up penguin poo... I feel sorry for that guy some times. But I guess that in the end it's fun trying several jobs and knowing that no matter how smelly or disgusting they are he doesn't have to come back everyday to do it again.

Well, now I want to get back to watch the show!

Puss och kram

I really didn't want to get up this morning, do I ever?
When I came to work they told me that one of my colleagues was not going to come in today, she had taken the day off. I had forgotten about that. And with AS still at home ill, it's just me and TR registering the orders, MR and BM is helping us answering the phone sometimes. And after lunch I'll be on my own with the registration since TR will continue with the service.

So yaaay, I'm going to be SOOO tired today, and the rest of this week probably.

puss

I think I have about two or three unfinished books at home. I just can't make myself read them to the last page.
And if I told anyone about this, they would probably rush me to the nearest hospital to check me for viruses. Or something. Sure I can feel some days that I don't want to read, but it's not like me to have several books lying around unfinished. But don't be too alarmed by this, I have read the books several times before, but then i swedish, so I know what they are about... *smiling*.

Well, the book I'm reading now is called "Treasure of Khan" by Clive and Dirk Cussler. I read one of his books some months ago, but right now I can't remember the name of it. Anyway, that book really caught me, and I really liked reading it. Then, for some reason I bought this movie, Sahara, and after watching it for a few minutes I realised that it was based on Cusslers books. And now I'm buying one of his books at the time, in pocet version.
My goal is to have the most parts of my books in the pocet version. Saves so much space and weight when you move... So as soon as, and when I have enought money, the Harry Potter serie comes out in pocket and adult version, I'll buy the entire serie. And then finish my collecting of David Eddings books, and the Robert Jordan serie too. 




Another book I'm waiting for is "Flickan under gatan" by Roslund&Hellström. I can borrow it from the library now, but I rather want to have it in pocket and forever on my bookshelf. 

Well enought written, now I'm going to spend the last minutes of my lunch reading my "Treasure of Khan".



Puss och kram på er! 
  

All of you.
Even if I don't speak to you so often.

Yesterday was one of the worst day's at work.... Nothing was wrong, but I was so tired. I almost fell asleep at my desk. Infact, at some point I think I did, but just for a few seconds. I needed it, badly. I don't think that it's good for me to work two shifts on one day. It was to much. Next time I'll say no... But they probably won't ask me any time soon because I said that. But if they do ask this week, I'l have to say no. I just can't stand the thought of working again...

Another thing that happend yesterday was that the fruit that should have been here the day before yesterday finally came, and while eating some of the fruits I had this nostalgic memories of previous christmas....  When a fruit tastes like christmas, its GOOD. And I loved it! Some weeks/moths ago I didn't want this christmas to come, I wanted to skip it. I think I still feel that way, but not as much.

Tonight I woke up as usual when my lovely kitten Beatrice came up to me and started to cuddle. And before I looked at the watch I said to her: "If it's five or six in the morning I'm going to throw you out of this bedroom!". Then I looked, and lucky for her it was just 2.55. So we cuddled and then she heard something intressting and left.

I'm seriously considering putting the other TV in the bedroom. I'm getting sick of Mattias ocupying the tv wth his fu***ng PS3 game. I cant watch anything. And since he "have to have" the network-cable, or whatever it's called in english, to be able to play with "others" I can't use the fu***ng internet either! All I have is my books, and right now I don't feel like reading at all. But, as the head line says, I'm so lucky to have him....

Well, that's all for now, perhaps I'll write something more later to tell you how this day turns out... Perhaps not. You never know.

Puss och kram

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How about that Bus? ;-)

No I'm not, but I'm the onlyone who's working here for two hours.
And I've got a hickup. Helena from the other house will come here anytime now and help me put "grey" to bed.

Why did I say that I could work all F*****g day today? I'm missing Roberts party...
Well well, at least there are no diapers to change yet.... But soon. And I'm not looking forward to it, I can tell you that.... 

Now, I'll go read a bit in my book before it's time to but "gray" to bed..

See ya later, alligator! (I'm NOT in that ¨modd)

Mattias in the bathroom, in the bathtub. Me angry with everything and everyone. Pissed off, cleaning and folding clean laundry.

Mattias: Why are you so angry? (He knows I'm pissed, and probably why too...)
Me: (Lying) I'm not angry, I'm just tired and I've got an headache. (I clean when I'm angry, but I was tired and I had an headache)
Him: Well it's kind of stupid to use the vacumcleaner when you have a headache.... (he knows..)
Me: #%"¤!/(&#... (muttering I return to the folding)
Him: Don't you see what I have done?
Me: No. I don't. (The bathroom looks like when I left it after cleaning it earlier.)
Him: I've cleaned the walls and the bathtub!
Me: Oh... With what? (feeling helpless because I know what's about to come)
Him: That scrubby overthere.
Me: Mhm... Do you know what I use that scrubby for?
Him: No.
Me: Cleaning the spade I use to clean the cat-sand....
Him: Ah....
Me: What kind of cleaning agent did you use? (I know there isn't any in the bathroom and he hasn't been in the closet)
Him: Nothing, just really hot water.... (He looks like there's nothing to worry about, and ofcourse there isn't, beacuse I'm the one going to have to clean up after his "cleaning".)
Me: So then I guess we have cat shit and pee all over the walls. (And in the bathtub)
Him: I guess we do.

I wonder why I set that as a headline.... It's cold outside, my sweater smells bad, and the time goes by so slowly!

Well, atleast now I'm not the onlyone smelling. One of my colleagues decided to test if one of our products would register that the room was filled with gas. And the gas he found was a "Glade-can" from the toilet. We didnt realise what he was doing at first, when he started to empty the can in his room. But all of a sudden it started to smell, no stink of the "Glade-scent". We had to close all doors leading in to our room and open the windows...

Well
Smell you later.

Imagine how many fairytales we're missing because were living here in Sweden.
All the tales that brittish, american and spanish or even chinese children hear when they grow up. I want to hear them all. Why can't I?

Today the day was passing by really slow, ater lunch it felt like I had been there for two days. But it wasn't booring or anything, just slow.  Forgott my lunchbox at home, got so angry with my self for that. Luckily my kittens aren't so big and strong, or hungry yet so that they could tare the plasitc bag apart and open the lunchbox and eat my pice of pie. Because I forgott it I had to eat lasagna from the store. NOT GOOD!

My kittens keep drinking out of the waterglas I have on the table, they're so cute. But I can't understand why the water here i more interesting than the water in their own bowl....

Well, now it's time to make some dinner. Tortelini I think....


Puss och kram

Yesterday was beautiful, so is today. Yesterday I did a lot of things I have prosponed lately.
 
I took a long walk with Bamse, and we went to Södertälje to visit my mom and grandfather. He was very exited to see Bamse since he's, like me, a dog lover. Many people compliments on how good looking Bamse is, and that he's got such good temper. Both me and grandfater wished that he was our own dog. Eventhough he is kind of small for a Rotweiler, he still looks like a king when he meves in some ways. Aaawww, I wish he was mine...

There is some progress made at home, Julia and Beatrice changed characters after a few days, and that hasn't changed. At first Julia was the brave one, while Beatrice was hiding, and running away when you came near. Now Julia is the scared one and Beatrice is the brave and pushy one. But Julia statrs to come around, when I came home yesterday she was in the couch with Mattias. And later that night she came and layed down nexxt to me while I was watching TV.

Tonight I'll go to my mother-in-law's house on a tupperware party. I don't go there for the products, but for the company.

Well, that's all for now!

Puss och kram!

While eating I really don't want to know if you have a sausage or not. Really.
And I really don't want to know if you're cheating on your wife/husband, not ever, not even when I feel for some gossip. You wanna kow why? Because I would be the first one to tell your husband/wife!

I've had a really bad week, at the end of monday I felt the throat itch. And then it got worse and worse, til I finally had to realise that I was ill. I hate having a cold. And especially when there is something fun to do at work, especially then. And when I know that people need my help.

But atleast I cleaned my home and spent some time with my kittens, we needed that, all of us. Eventhough Mattias is home ill now I don't regret going to work today, I was going crazy at home. I will never be able to be a good "Housewife", it takes to much strenght. Not even if I was as rich as Ingvar Kamprand, not even then.

I turned down a job offer today. I do want a full-time job, but not right now. And I want one that is close to home. But before I'll quit my job here at Manpower, I'm going to work as hard as I can and at as many companies as possible. I understand how lucky I am to have job-offers thrown at me, I really do. But each time I get a stomach-ache since I don't know what to do, I mean how to tell them "Thanks, but no thanks" in a way that they'll still want me. Confused? So am I.... 

Someone here at work has "stolen" or "borrowed" my "Black Army"-scarf. And I really wan't it back. But I not going to go look for it. Not until it's time for me to go home and I'll really need it. I think I know who' s taken it though.... 

Well puss och kram! 

Forgott my lunch box at home.... But I went back home pick it up at lunch, since I live so close, about 30 seconds from there.
Why did I work, well I need the money and Mattias was on a game of his. I still haven't figured out what it's called in english... Probably street hockey or something.......

Well, I had all these fun quotes piled up the day before yesterday, but now they're all gone.

Anyway, sunday we went to the store and bought "laser-pens" for the kittens.They loved it, not as much as Ida's "kitten" though, but close.

Mattias and I didn't eat at home yesterday, we went out, but only because I wanted. Then we rented a movie, with the "pimp my ride-guy", and "the rock", embarrasing that I cant remember their names right now..

Well then, here I am waiting for something to do. For someone to give me orders....

Puss och kram

I really don't want this day to be. I don't know why but I just don't want it.

It's not that I'm scared of turing 21, but... I just don't feel like celebrating. But I guess I have to, since my aunt came all the way from GBG. But it won't be big, just me, dad, and my aunts (3 of them). Mom got angry with two of them so she wanted to celebrate me on her own. And that's ok with me. And one of the aunts I don't even know if she's going to turn up.

Yesterday Patrik came with the fruit and vegetables that I ordered, though he forgot the cucumber... That's a sin... haha. So now I got a full refrigiator.

depressing note today....

Well, I'll work on my mood and in a few miutes I'll go meet mom, I'm starving.
Puss och kram