Nostalgi

Had partly a great weekend. The first half was really good, I bought a warm winter jacket, and a present to Bettan, my best friends mom. Went to Café Tratten with Jill and Acke, Cat came later.
We had so much fun eventhough I was forced to be photographed.

Then off to Bettan and ate some really good tasting food and cake. Talked a lot with Cissi, mostly about fashion, design and clothes. But also about spirits, and dogs. We decided that we shall have a dinner in a few weeks, and she'll see if I have some spirits in my home, and maybe, maybe, try to contact my granmother. But I don't know yet, I don't even know if I want her to. Or what I want to say. I told Cissi about the day she died, and how I suddenly started to cry when I heard a song. And she said that it probably was because my grandmother visited me first after she passed away. I don't know what to think about that, but if she did.... Aaw, I don't know what to say. Why did she do that? For what reason? Well all I know is that the day she died, was the worst day in my entire life. And no matter what happens in my life, nothing will be worse. Not even if I survive my own child.  Not even that.

That is how much my grandmother means to me.

On sunday I had to work, and that wasn't something I liked. Though it wasn't hard, it was too easy... We didn't do anything! Booring. Watched Transformers when I came home. And had my "mother-in-laws" dog over since they and Mattias went to casino Cosmopol.


Well, have to go  back to work.

Puss och kram