Nostalgi

I think that I tried to suffocate myself tonight, that was how bad the dream was.

I was physically and mentally trapped by a young girl, she looked a lot like Samara and Kayako Saeki (the ring and the grudge), and she had complete control over me, and my body. And I rather wanted to die than let her rule me. So I started to breathe in a way that would take me out of there, suffocate me  Because it was only thought death I could escape. (Sounds a lot like tha american version of the Ring, I know).

And I felt my body getting numb and my mind sharpen as she draged me around in this horrible dreamworld, it felt so real. By the time I woke up, I was still breathing like that. And it took me a while to realise that I was home and safe in my bed. My head spinned although I was laying down, and my lungs ached. It was really weird.

It took me a while to calm my self down and go to sleep again.

Sure, I've woken up with sore throat because I've been screaming and crying like a mainiac in my dreams, and even had orgasms when I dreamt about having sex. But I have never been so afraid that I have tried to kill my self like that before. What if I had continued dreaming?

Confused and unsure.